im only 13 and im very much that this is a young age to be experiencing this stuff and some may think its for attention but its not. i wish every day that i didnt suffer from too many mental disorders due to past family experiences. its always gets worse every time i think about doing it. ive cut multiple times but it can never seem ti satisfy me. ive gone through all the different ways i can do it and ive even tried a few. it hurts me so much but it feels so good. ive gone to therapy since i was six and nothing has every helped me. i dont know what to do. i still have so much to live for and ive already gotten so far so i dont want to throw it all away now. what do i do?